Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Slow paced Wednesday

It's a Wednesday afternoon and work doesn't seem very productive. I keep thinking about my son, my wife. I have a meeting at 7pm. And i have to rush on my statements. Does anyone wanna buy insurance? Please look for me. Sigh...

Been cold calling since 11am today and i haven't got any warm leads. I need to change my strategy. I need referrals. I need business. I have so many ideas and so many different plans of starting up a new business. Not sure if it's feasible. And i do not dare take the first step. I wanna start, but i don't know how. I fell too many times and i hope someone truthful can guide me along. Maybe the person will be my wife. Maybe that person could be my dad. I think all i need is just family support to give me the courage to move on.

Having a hard time maintaining my 4 dogs. I've got a golden retriever, a labrador, and 2 jack russells. Been trying to find someone to adopt my dogs, but i got no heart to give them away. They are my only friends i have now who stood by me 24/7 throughout this whole period. they have seen me at my lowest, and they have seen me at my peak. They are really buddies for life. I love them all.

I will blog again later tonight. I've got no time to waste. Later.

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